i’m waiting on a song with a silver lining

just a couple little chords and a chorus i can sing

though not one about my heart much less the girl for whom i’m pining

that’s all been done before in melodramatic scenes

 

if i ever find the verse will it be quite captivating

tie the listener round my finger as i weave some lofty tale

weave some all too relevant story that needs no understating

as it touches on raw nerve and leaves the senses tense and pale

 

oh to have that perfect song i’d spend years alone, despondant

give up my life for money and the fame it would portend

but what would be the point for life, though fleeting, shorten? shouldn’t

and a song is just a song that will always find an end

if loss were currency

who could rise above poverty

defy squalor

save those already empty

devoid of conscience

less than human

bill me your warning

services tendered anew

i’ll pay it in full

finding the concept

unified whole now defined

the album begins

once again it comes

sapping the life, murderous

migraine evening blues

mighty opponent

feel the force of wrath unleashed

the night ends too soon

feels like a cop out

everyday the same three lines

what does this all mean?

lids heavy collapse 

feel the weight bearing down hard

exhaustion tonight

if i could cure all the world’s ills
make sadness, emptiness, betrayal
loathing, hatred, etc…
all go away
from the comfort of my couch
without lifting a finger
or any exertion at all
i would do it

i play them again
genesis of all i love
the plane still went down